Blue Rose

  May be disturbing, you are warned. Tried to use some online mastering for the song and none of it worked, so I decided to keep song this way, how I mastered it in the first place. I have feeling it could have been even better, but I'll post it like this. This is the "most raw" song until now, I usually use acoustic or similar filters to make sound more soft because of not great recording quality, but here I used ones that made it a little more clear (and that's why I am not sure of the sound, it's not acoustic how I am used to, but hope it works). Well, if you like messed up songs - there you go, you might even like it 🤷 #messedup #rage #experimentalmusic #hardrock #experimentalrock

  The first version of the song in 2021. was almost my last (even unfinished) song, that autumn I seriously prepared everything to leave this world in December 2021, but some circumstances delayed it. Anyway, song is still relatable now same as when it was written, maybe I am even more disappointed and dissatisfied now after these two and half years about art and everything. If you like more raw vocal (but sung with the same technique) there is also the first version, in this version I tried to create different sound with effect and added one more layer in the music because it was too simple. #music #rock #rockmusic #sarcastic #lonely #sad #sadmusic #disappointed #freeartist #tired #depression #nohope #hopeless #sickofeverything