Buried in the past

I said that "Dream Reaper" is the last story and I still think that, this story was created more as an adjunct to the story "It will never be better", I was obsessed with that idea, so I came up with something that looks like a story. This story is very similar to it ie. it deals with the same period, so it seems to be inspired by it, it is really just a work of my thinking. It is a little inconvenient for a person who is (supposedly) 24 years old to write as if I was fourteen again, but I remember those thoughts more than what I ate yesterday 🤔.Who would say it's been ten years since.
The events in the story did not happen, at least not the ones where I interact with others, but the facts and thoughts are correct, only possibly belong to another period. Honestly, I'm just glad that the events are just a work of fiction, here I deliberately added things that I avoided in all the stories (*cough* hospital *cough*), just to see how it would work. I'd rather not go through it in reality 😐.
The most  difficult part of writing was Tuesday afternoon, where I had a quarrel with my parents, I used authentic insults. I was thinking about doing this because it seemed too harsh, but these days (I'm lying, these years) the situation is very tense and I think I'm going to completely lose my mind by the end. The two of them shout and get better while I'm absorbing emotions like a sponge and don't have vent to deal with them, I think this principle of suppressing emotions puts me in such a stupid position. Ironically, they are the only people with whom they communicate, and I don't meet new people on a deeper level because I can't trust anyone and can't tell them everything. That's how we got to most of these stories, I needed at least a temporary vent.
For the end, I just want to say that my  opinion on school psychologists at the beginning of the story does not apply to all schools in the world, it is only my opinion for some schools, including mine. Two deaths and who knows how many lives destroyed (or at least aspects of life) are also more than enough reason for such an opinion. If there is no any other use of me, I want to at least point out something that is relevant to someone else, including new generations.
Links to story:
Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/story/219771321-buried-in-the-past-suzana-risti%C4%87-suza
Booksie:
https://www.booksie.com/621349-buried-in-the-past-suzana-ristic-suza