Blue Rose

I wanted to write about some different topics, but I wondered why anyone would care about my views of the world when every person in the world has their own opinion. It is well known that I am someone who rarely expresses my opinion - not because I don't have it, I really do, but I always think about how my statement can affect others and in which direction that reaction can go. Let's be honest, it's not always a good thing because people like me then start to be afraid of any kind of communication as they think it will hurt or insult someone, make someone angry ... I want that imaginary harmony so much that I don't say almost anything anymore, but then all around me I see arguments and misunderstandings, so I wonder why all this, why do people spend time on things they don't like instead of supporting what they like with the same passion?    I noticed that I have significantly moved away from the world, I can easily say that I am in this world only temporarily and

  Htela sam da pišem o nekim raznim temama, pa sam se zapitala zašto bi nekog bilo briga za moje viđenje sveta kad svaka osoba na svetu ima neko svoje sopstveno mišljenje. Opštepoznato je da sam ja neko ko retko iskazuje svoje mišljenje- ne zato što dotično nemam, itekako imam, ali uvek razmišljam o tome kako moj iskaz može uticati na druge i u kom smeru ta reakcija može da ide. Budimo iskreni, to nije uvek pametno jer osobe poput mene onda počnu da strahuju od svakog vida komunikacije jer misle da će nekog povrediti, uvrediti, naljutiti... Toliko želim tu zamišljenu harmoniju da više skoro ništa i ne govorim, ali onda svuda oko sebe vidim rasprave i nerazumevanje pa se zapitam čemu sve to, zašto ljudi troše vreme na stvari koje ne vole umesto da sa istom takvom strašću podrže ono što vole?    Primetila sam da sam se značajno udaljila od sveta, mogu bez problema reći da sam u ovom svetu tek privremeno a da zapravo postojim samo u svom imaginarnom svetu, te više ništa ne razumem. Da mi