Gothica

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* me looking for my picture I like * : Hey, this is good ... No, bad framing. No, this is better! It's not good. This one isn't good at all . I'm so ugly on this one. Here, I'll take this one, this is least ugly. I don't like it. *I leave the phone and come back five minutes later * This one has the potential. No, wait, it's not good ...

In the era of promoting self-esteem and self-love, I know that I don't fit into that story, and that all these positive quotes only bounce off my head as those little gum balls you throw and then you are chasing after them for fifteen minutes in the yard. Honestly, it took me several years to put my picture and my real name, and that's just because I don't want to publish my stories anonymously, otherwise no one would know that I exist. Hell yeah, world got so much this way.😐
This is somehow a realistic story, but I don't know anymore what the "elixir" from the end of the story could be when I no longer tolerate even alcohol 😕
Either way, there is another story I'm in, to warn you that I have several stories in which I am an active character and all are depressing 😐
Links:
https://www.booksie.com/582605-gothica
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https://issuu.com/suzanar./docs/gothica-suzana
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https://www.wattpad.com/story/178039143-gothica-suzana-risti%C4%87-suza
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