The Experiment of Fear

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It happened that during the writing of the story I had beat some of my inner struggles, to discover something about myself and so on, but with this story it's not the case, it persistently return me to fear. I want to get something out of it, something that will help me to mitigate anxiety, but it doesn't go that way, it's just that I get even stronger paranoia. And so, this is a psychological thriller / horror, at the moment brutal, people who don't have paranoid attacks will be able to go through a whole story without major problems;) We others will just  have to put ourselves together after that somehow 😐. I think to I begin to type a nice, totally unbrutal story right now, if nothing else to calm a little after this one. I  don't know if I will be able to publish it now while I have the internet, but I will not make a long break anyway, I'll be back soon because the most honest and morbid story is waiting after that.
In any case, I am almost at the end of the publishing, it's fascinating to me that I have come to publish all the typed stories so far, I was afraid  would I even reach the "Depth of Deepest Thoughts" and I'm already in the "Experiment of Fear." 😮
Links to the story:
https://issuu.com/suzanar./docs/the_experiment
issuu
https://www.booksie.com/584205-the-experiment-of-fear
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https://www.wattpad.com/story/179871614-the-experiment-of-fear-suzana-risti%C4%87-suza
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