Blue Rose

It happened that during the writing of the story I had beat some of my inner struggles, to discover something about myself and so on, but with this story it's not the case, it persistently return me to fear. I want to get something out of it, something that will help me to mitigate anxiety, but it doesn't go that way, it's just that I get even stronger paranoia. And so, this is a psychological thriller / horror, at the moment brutal, people who don't have paranoid attacks will be able to go through a whole story without major problems;) We others will just  have to put ourselves together after that somehow 😐. I think to I begin to type a nice, totally unbrutal story right now, if nothing else to calm a little after this one. I  don't know if I will be able to publish it now while I have the internet, but I will not make a long break anyway, I'll be back soon because the most honest and morbid story is waiting after that. In any case, I am almost ...

Dešavalo se da u toku pisanja priče pobedim neke svoje unutrašnje teskobe, da otkrijem nešto o sebi i tako te stvari, ali sa ovom pričom ne mogu da se suočim, uporno me vraća na strah. Hoću da nešto izvučem iz nje, nešto što će mi ublažiti anksioznost, ali ne ide, samo me uhvati još jača paranoja. I tako, ovo je psihološki triler / horor, na momente brutalan, osobe koje nemaju napade paranoje će moći da prođu kroz celo štivo bez većih problema ;). Mi ostali ćemo valjda moći da se pokupimo posle toga. Razmišljam da odmah danas počnem da prepisujem jednu finu, potpuno nebrutalnu priču, ako ništa drugo da se smirim posle ove. Ne znam da li ću stići da je objavim sada dok imam internet, ali ionako neću praviti dugu pauzu, brzo ću se vratiti jer me čeka najiskrenija i najmorbidnija priča posle toga 💀 . U svakom slučaju, skoro sam pri kraju objavljivanja, fascinantno mi je da sam stigla da objavim sve odkucane priče do sad, plašila sam se da li ću uopšte stići i do ,,Dubine n...

(potentially disturbing topics) I don't know how many people have noticed that this title is already mentioned somewhere, but I typed a small hint in the story "Secret" ("Short Stories") while I typed it, in which I also symbolically said that Black almost joined us. The first inhabitant of this kingdom was Melody, but it is nevertheless confirmed that it is Moon Jin, since Nelly and Mion aren't in that part of the Kingdom of the Dead. So far, I have somehow hidden some of the things that I wrote about earlier in the stories, but there was no chance to hide anything. Once I mentioned that I wrote all these stories as if I were only one to read them during my lifetime, it's just strange when I publish them now 😕. I don't consider myself to be a important person, so I don't make a big deal about it, and I don't want anyone to follow my steps, this really doesn't lead anywhere. So I always mention-don't try methods from such morbi...

(potencijalno uznemirujuće teme) Ne znam koliko ljudi je primetilo da se ovaj naslov već pominje negde, ali sam u toku kucanja ubacila mali nagoveštaj u priči ,,Tajna" (,,Zbirka priča"), u kojoj sam i na simboličan način rekla da nam se i Black umalo pridružila. Prvi stanovnik ovog kraljevstva bila je Melodi, ali je ipak potvrđeno da je to Moon Jin, s obzirom da Neli i Mion nisu u tom delu Kraljevstva Mrtvih. Do sada sam nekako i prikrivala neke stvari o kojima sam pisala i ranije u pričama, ali ovde nije bilo šanse da se išta sakrije. Još jednom napominjem da sam sve ove priče pisala kao da ću ih samo ja čitati tokom života, baš čudno deluje kada ih objavim 😕. Sebe ne smatram nešto mnogo bitnom osobom pa da pravim famu oko toga, a ne želim ni da neko sledi moje korake, ovo zaista nikuda ne vodi. Zato i naglašavam da ne bi trebalo pokušavati metode iz ovakvih morbidnijih priča, uostalom, lako je navići se na nešto ali je teško odvići se. Da mi nije ovog mog malog porem...

This story is very dear to me, and one of the reasons is that the main theme is what I love the most, which is music 💙🤘🏻😄🤘🏻 I hope I'll get to that in my life, the paranoia starts to take over me and say that I will never get there. If nothing else, at least Sage had the fortune to gather the band, it was nice to experience that feeling at least in the story. This story is emotional, at least to me, maybe I unconsciously wrote it so that it hits me in the right place. Still, I wouldn't want reality to be like the end of this story, Sage was quite enough; maybe it's easier for me to push people away from me because of that - I'm probably not going to change because this thing has changed me to the core, and to them it can only be harder with me. Luckily, most interactions with people end up quickly, I don't have to worry about binding for someone, let alone somebody bind to me. Sage showed me that even perfect love can't change my soul , thank her for s...

Ova priča mi je izuzetno draga, a jedan od razloga je i taj što je glavna tema ono što najviše volim, a to je muzika 💙🤘🏻🤘🏻 Valjda ću stići i do toga u životu, počinje da me obuzima paranoja da nikada neću stići dotle. Ako ništa drugo, barem je Sejdž imala tu sreću da okupi bend, bilo je lepo proživeti taj osećaj barem u priči. Ova priča je emotivna, barem meni, možda sam je nesvesno i pisala tako da me pogodi u pravo mesto. Ipak, nikako ne bih volela da i stvarnost bude kao kraj ove priče, Sejdž je bila sasvim dovoljna, možda je i meni lakše da guram ljude od sebe baš zbog toga- ja se verovatno neću promeniti jer me je ovo izmenilo do srži, a njima može samo da bude teže sa mnom. Srećom, većina interakcija sa ljudima se završi brzo, ne moram da brinem o vezivanju za nekog, a kamoli da se neko veže za mene. Sejdž mi je pokazala da čak ni savršena ljubav ne može promeniti moju dušu, hvala još što mi je uštedela vreme za trivijalnosti. 😉 Keti iz ,,Modne sedmice" i ja ...

This is the first story-comics I did, I said to myself let's try that in my life too, I started another one last year and stopped on an awkward scene ... 😳 ... maybe I will continue working during the year, I need to work on the plot of that story. I guess this particular comic book will be more interesting because of a few drawings ;), but the plot deals with serious things, and this is a medieval witch hunt. If we lived in the same conditions as then they would probably burn me on a stake or hang no matter I wouldn't hurt anyone, because at that time the target was everyone who is different for something. Clodita is one of the characters who shares trait of being left-handed with me. ;) It's a shame only that many left-handed people had to suffer just because to someone it was weird that not everybody write with their right hand, so we were stigmatized that we were evil. :| At that time mental disorders were also characterized as a sign ...